it terrifies me that you might lose interest in me, that i'll get boring and you'll have more fun being with someone else.
and it's not because i don't trust you, but because that's the kind of person i've been led to believe i am. boring.
so i try so hard to keep your interest. and sometimes i believe it myself. it's not a lie. and i'm sorry if i seem over the top. but it's all in good reason, because if you lose interest, i lose you. and breaking my heart is something you said you wouldn't do.
if i had my way, i'd be with you forever.
and then i think about it; how nothing lasts forever, and think how its such bullshit. what's the point of living if you have that kind of perspective on life: nothing lasts forever. if you thought like that, then you wouldn't love anything, and without loving you're not living.
and i'm living for you.
and you are my life.
my love.
No comments:
Post a Comment